I look back on my daily
reflections for this week and they are all written in red pen because that was
my life this week. Marking. Endless marking. I can easily say that this was my
most frustrating week, both on the teaching end of things as well as the
background noise. I challenged my students with activities they had never done
before and they met my expectations. It was fantastic. The frustration came in
when I turned to my marking, gave them feedback and the number of students who
wanted to settle with the bare minimum, not take my suggestions and fix their
work for a better grade. I need to think of a new incentive system over Spring
Break as this is part of my teaching philosophy; student based learning. I have
a lot of faith in this group of kids, I know they will be malleable and rise to
the challenges I give them.
The
other source of frustration this week was realizing that my TM and I had not
communicated clearly the expectations we had for one another when it comes to
assessment. I had done exactly what my professors had said; plan the units,
explain the units (assessments included), get feedback, make changes and start
teaching. All of that went reasonably well yet when it came to start inputting
marks for report cards, my mentor was expecting more assessments. I was
flustered as I did have several assessment FOR’s all finished but I thought she
was aware that the majority of my big assessment OF’s wouldn’t be until the
week before spring break, too late for the Term 2 report cards. To be flexible,
I turned some of the assessment FOR’s into OF’s for the sake of marks but my
mentor was expecting more. By the end of the week, on our design and assessment
day, we figured it all out and are on somewhat on the same page but it
shouldn’t have been needed as we should have communicated the expectations
clearer to each other.
The
report card process itself has been interesting. The program that my mentor
uses is amazing and very user friendly. You input all the marks by subject and
can weigh the participation, assignments, projects and tests all however you
want and the program does all the math for you. The other really helpful thing
is you input all of the comments into a comment bank with prompts such as
“Fname” and “he/she” and when you click to add that particular comment to a
particular student, it inserts their name automatically. At first I thought
that this was lazy and it didn’t allow for the comments to be personalized or
fitting to a particular student but as you add them in, it still allows you to
review and change as you go, making it flow. I understand now why my mentor
wanted me to do all 90 students as it does make sense using the program. On our
design and assessment day, we sat down and wrote about 8 general comments
together and discussed which students would need more specific ones. I still
have to do a lot more work on my own, more than I think I am expected to do in
the eyes of the university, but I am now feeling a lot more supported by my TM
in this and have accepted it.
Next
week is going to fly by. Monday is the absolute last day for students to hand
in missing assignments, finish rehearsing their speeches and Wednesday-Friday
is assessing the speeches. I have also began organizing a school wide spirit
day for St. Patrick’s day. It is not taking a lot of planning on my part, just
talking to the right teachers in regards to the student council and leadership
teams to then promote it from there. It will be a nice way to end the week
before spring break and gives me more evidence for goal 14, school culture and
community.